welcome to the inside of my head, please leave your logic hat at the door

sometimes i think about leaving matt and one of the major things that keeps me with him is that if i met someone else, i'd have to go through the whole uneasy stage again. like, how soon can you fart/burp/ask him to get you a tampon. i can do all that with matt and more.
and then, or course, theres that whole part where he's just an all round nice guy...so i think i'll just stay