Wednesday, November 12, 2014

He was breathing, then he just didn't any more

Tuesday, December 03, 2013

Monday, October 07, 2013

so, i used to have a tiny/major internet crush on matthew baldwin.

then he stopped writing as much, and my crush wasn't daily. it was an every time i read him, kind of thing.

so, my crush is daily again now

" I started strength training, for instance, just so I can lift my son up for one more year."

Sunday, September 22, 2013

so.... darwin, hey....

then the phillipines....

Tuesday, July 02, 2013


wake up at 9
eat an entire bag of chocolate malt balls
go back to sleep
wake up at 12
cup of tea
wish i hadnt eaten all the malt balls so i could eat some now

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Welcome to mah loifeeee

Wee waa woo wee I'm involved in a global community of nerdssssssss.

Friday, June 07, 2013

i've been home alone all week, and i havent left the house

thats kind of a lie. i took e to school on monday, and i have checked the letterbox... twice? i think? i also hung out one load of washing and fed the dogs; technically leaving the house, but not the balcony.

technically not alone, i guess. though as much as russell can talk back, he's not much for words.

panic attacks are not fun. they're a bit exciting and scary, but they're not fun. driving during one is downright stupid. (i'll try and keep this in mind next time).

e had a birthday. there was much adventure time

trying to be positive. look at all the stuff i *have* done this week. rather than the stuff i havent. 

kinda hard

Wednesday, May 01, 2013

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

last night i went to sleep the same way i do every night... when im able to sleep. with good intentions for the next day. definitely take the washing out of the machine before i need to wash it again. unpack the dishwasher. gain some more space in my room. possibly clear the end of the bed. possibly pick up everything off of the floor in the bedroom. then i'll play some of my games. i want to do some gardening too. keep building the fence. email about the broken tree.

i woke up about 8 and went back to sleep.
i woke up at 930 and had a cuddle.
i woke up at almost 11 and actually got up

since then i've been reading about a family in america who have adopted a baby girl from china.

its now 1pm