a second chance?

except in this case it would be a third or fourth or even a fifth chance. this girl...i've been so mad with her in the past that i've wanted to throw a D sized battery at her head, and i would have too, had i not been so wussy. but she's apologised now, and although it wasnt to me, it will be soon. i'm not totally sure how to go about it all. i'll accept her apology, but i dont want to have to go through all the crap again. do i wasnt the throw a battery feeling again? probably not. will i feel it again if i see her enough? probably. is an old friendship like that worth saving? we did have a lot of really good times, but i dont know if i can do it again. i want to be there for people who need help, and i know that she could use the support. im just not sure of how much of me i'm willing to get hurt in the process