also, i had a thought
im wondering if comfortable and safe and happy is what i was supposed to be feeling all this time
what if the love and wanting at the start is just what it is, at the start. because sooner or later i get bored and annoyed with people and i dont want to be around them
what if happy and comfortable and friendly is supposed to be how it starts and the love and the wanting comes later, when you really know each other
if it starts comfortable and safe and happy and remains that way after bored and annoyed usually kick in weeks or months later, then you might be on to something....
ReplyDeleteone day im gonna make it so you have to leave your name...
ReplyDeletebut maybe. i dont think so tho
ive only ever had 1 relationship without the bored and annoying. that still ended