could not be happier!

sucks to be you

last night i managed to get so drunk that i could not feel my extremities. this included my mouth. somehow i still managed to talk talk talk and everything was rosy

until a girl comes up to me and says 'is this your bag?'
yeah
some girl just took a handful of stuff out of your wallet. that girl!
(to "that girl") she just told me you stole my wallet, and i'd like it back
i dont have it
i dont care that you did it, just give it back and i wont say anything
i dont have it
it has photos of my kids in it, give it back
i dont even have my bag. someone must have taken it. (walks off)

the other girl followed her and had a go at her and came back to me saying she definately saw her take a handful of stuff out of it and stick it down her top. so, i went and told the security guard who didnt care, came back inside and told ian who made a community service announcement, and then, found my wallet on the ground. it was after i looked inside i remembered that i'd taken all my money out previously and put it into a smaller change purse, along with my important cards. all that was left in the notes part of my purse was dockets

oh no! please! i need my fuel vouchers and shopper dockets! how will i ever get my free coffee and $4.50 meals at the lonsdale??

sucks to be you, stupid girl

tomorrow?


harry potter!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t want to walk around alone no more
In sleepytown, no fun no more
It’s silent till the breeze strips bark from the trees

I don’t want to lie tonight in bed alone
Or light a fire when no-one else is home
Here’s a picture of a skeleton I drew when I missed my friends

i want to believe

You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And every time tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved

and i know that it was me who made it stop
and i know that it stopped because of distance, not lack of feelings

doesnt mean it doesnt hurt

marginally better

in the last couple of days things have been a little better. this may have something to do with the amount of scrubs and that 70's show that im watching, i dont know.
i'm sleeping more - not better, but more, and i auditioned for a short film. i wont get the part, but that's ok. the people i read with said they really liked me, and they'll both be doing other films in the near future so maybe they'll give me a call? you never know.
ben's gone, so i dont have anyone i can message with my woes anymore. he's off on the other side of the world being all clever and worldly, while im stuck in adelaide, wishing i was in viry-chatillon.
also, im addicted to peggle. so much so that i bought it so i could play the whole thing and become a peggle master. which i am. i am now up to the extra hard challenges but im getting through those pretty quick. soon, hope to become a master peggle master*

*i dont know if this is the official name