first glimpses

seven apples

take a look

xx

dont want to jinx it

under 80

so, they gave the house to someone else.

oh... were you moving?

yeah, well, kind of

this house is too small. its fine for one. one plus 3. and even kind of fine for one plus three plus 2. but one plus three plus 2 plus one plus one... its just getting a bit too much.

i'll leave you to decipher that maths, or you can wait. the answers are coming

so, we found a house. as big as we need. close to the school that we need. affordablish, but really, we're going to have to pay more. we were accepted, and given a move in date. we said ' great! we'll call you on tuesday!', that weekend being easter. we called. they gave it to someone else

the problem was it was happening now. i dont know how to handle now. so far im coping my staying in bed. i know this is not the correct coping mechanism, but its the only one i have.

i need it to happen in about october, so i have time to settle before next year. now, with a now answer was too hard, and because of that we missed out. because its too hard.

i should have just said yes. 

shouldnt make me feel better, but it does

scary calm

Then in my dream, she moved again

today was shit

day 6: 5 pm. 

sitting at the shops in my car, hiding from my family

day 7 : something i wore

after i wore it, kailey wore it

day 8: window

view from where i sit and blog from. not very inspiring, possibly why my blogging isnt that great

day 9: red

 day 10: loud

just behind that tree there was a group of men yelling at each other. one of them repeatedly smacked himself in the face with his hands. 

 day 11: someone i spoke to today

day 12: fork

day 13: a sign

day 5 : smile

day 4 : bedside

 post secret - not really a secret

last night we had band practice

i got this

i also got a big lump of scone mix. me and miffy are gonna make scones.  they'll be available at the jade tonight. you should come

up

birthday fruit

first chocolate for 3 weeks