----- Original Message -----
From: sandra bilo
To: Carly
Sent: Saturday, October 16, 2004 12:46 AM
Subject: *****SUSPECTED SPAM***** Waiting to hear from you soonest.




Dear,

I received your mail with glad.I really knows that you are a honest cool person that is why i have the trust and confident that you will not let me down after confirming this my only hope money to your bank account that is why i didn't also hesistate to contact you after my praying because,i ask God to give me a reliable person who will not betray me after all is over.so do not fear and rest assured and have trust in God because,with him all things are possible.

Everything is ready and my money is now to be transfer to your bank account.I can explained to the bank director about you and the transfer,he assured me that, there is no problem, that he will do his possible best to effect the transfer to whom ever bank account we provided for the transfer.He told me that he have to be very careful because of the amount involved so that the money will not transfer to the wrong bank account.he also said that you have to contant him as well so that he will confirm and verify that you are the right person before he start any act or proceed with us for the transfer.

So please,just contact him with the contact information below so that he will explain to you in detail how and when the transfer will take place to your bank account.

Bank Name Universal Trust Bank CI
Bank Director Mr David Okita
Bank Website www.utbci.blinks.net
Director Private Tel 0022507516392.

So please,contact him now and get back to me so that i will know the outcome of the discussion and please,try to take everything urgent so that the transfer will take place to your bank account.again,do not forget to tell him that you are calling on mybehalf regarding the transfering of my late father's money to your bank account.You mention my full name and my late father name so that he will know who you are reffering to.

I wait to hear from you soonest after your contact with him.
Thanks with regards,
Sandra Bilo

dear sandra,
i would love to help you out, really i would. there are just a few things that concern me. first of all, why me? i mean, i know im a pretty cool person and all that, but i dont think my name and email address is on some list of people who are likely to help unknown people on the internet. if i am, could i please have the site addy? i'd love to find out how i got there.
you obviously have access to a computer a phone and the internet, couldnt you contact a swiss bank and start up an account there? they're push overs and everyones safe in switzerland. they also make very good watches.

good luck,
love carly

So who else yelled at the tv when the 4400 finished monday night? What was with the trees? Were they bowing? Were they magnetically attracted somehow to the car or the people inside it? And whatever they were doing, why???
So lily was pregnant; alien implant baby I thought. But then we find out baby has sickle cell anemia which apparently means the father must have been black. Enter whathisname who is her boyfriend, another of the 4400, who is black. Ok, makes no sense since they’ve never slept together but he know he was seeing lily’s great grandma in the 50’s or something so we can assume/imagine that somehow their relationship has been zoomed into the future and the child actually does belong to lily and the black guy.
BUT WE DON’T KNOW!!!!!!

stupid television

----- Original Message -----
From: sandra bilo
To: Carly
Sent: Thursday, October 14, 2004 8:46 PM
Subject: please i am for real help me




Dear good friend Carly,

i received your message and i am not happy with what you are saying dispite the condition that i am facing here in my country please i know that this message will come to you by surprise but that is life ,infact you can not understand me because it is a long story but please i know that there are some bad person in this world but they dont allow people to know the good one , please my late father was killed by his business associate due to his wealth,, could you belived that my late father wicked brother was among of those who planned and killed my late father , he is after my life he wanted to kill me so that he can claim my late father money from bank that is why i ran into a local hotel for the safety of my life , so please help me i am for real this is 100% risk free just try and see you will never in your life helping me rather you will gain from me please help me out my life is in dager it was that my late father brother who is doing all this to you he dont want me to transfer this money please try to understand me i am for real call me immediately now so that i can give you the contact of the bank where my late father deposited this money for you to call them and verify remember my number again +22507394845 thank

please put away fear from you just try and see this is 100% risk free


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----- Original Message -----
From: "sandra bilo"
To:
Sent: Thursday, October 14, 2004 6:58 PM
Subject: REPLY ME DRIRECT sandra_bilo88@yahoo.fr


The following message was sent to you by another member of
Meetup.com: sandra bilo. The message from sandra bilo is:
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REPLY ME DRIRECT sandra_bilo88@yahoo.fr

PLEASE ASSIST ME +22507394845

FROM :SANDRA BILO

ABIDJAN,IVORY COAST

NOTE:PLEASE KINDLY REPLY ME WITH THIS MY DIRECT EMAIL
sandra_bilo88@yahoo.fr

DEAR,
I AM SANDRA BILO .THE ONLY SON OF LATE MR AND
MRS. JOSEPH.K. BILO..
I GOT YOUR CONTACT FROM www.meetup.com
PLEASE AND PLEASE DO NOT BE EMBARASED,I AM SEEKING
YOUR ATTENTION TO HELP ME TRANSFER THE SUM OF (TEN MILLION
AMERICAN DOLLAR
IN YOUR ACCOUNT.PLEASE IT IS MORE THAN URGENT,
MOREOVER, DEAR, I AM WILLING TO OFFER YOU 15% OF THE TOTAL SUM
AS COMPENSATION FOR YOUR EFFORT/INPUT AFTER THE SUCCESSFUL
TRANSFER OF THIS FUND INTO YOUR NOMINATED ACCOUNT OVERSEAS.
THANKS, SANDRA BILO (sandra_bilo88@yahoo.fr )

NOTE:PLEASE KINDLY REPLY ME WITH THIS MY DIRECT EMAIL
sandra_bilo88@yahoo.fr

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dear sandra,
you say you are a boy but you have a girls name. it must have been very hard
growing up with everyone teasing you. do you think that your parents realy
wanted a daughter, and thats why they called you sandra?
its funny you know, ive gotten quite a few emails asking me for my account
number to hide their millions in. its always american dollars too. where do
you people get your money from? especially american money. you all have so
many millions of US dollars, and you're al looking for help to get rid of
it. surely you could all put your money together, buy a plane and fly your
millions out.
i dont know, just thinking out loud i suppose.
anyway sandy, may i call you sandy? sandy, let me know when you get out of
the country. for some reason your email didnt tell me that your family had
been killed by militants and are being harrassed by snipers and the like,
but im sure thats happening, so good luck with that. i hope all your dreams
come true

love from me

promises of presents

by the end of october i should be able to show you a picture of me looking like a librarian. yep. i am now a librarian at noarlunga library. i start on either the 25th of october or the 1st of november. ohh, 1st of november, new series of queer as folk. btw, while im thinking of tv shows, sean, ive missed the entire 2nd series of 6 feet under and so far all of the third.

back to my news

i am a librarian. it is literally a dream come true. apart from being on young talent time or being an olympic gymnast, librarian was the first proffession i aspired too. i imagined that sitting in a library all day would be the most wonderful thing ever. all those books, all that paper, geeky boys and girls who read....mmmmm, bliss.

i'll be working 25 hours a week, including one or two saturdays a month. yay. im a librarian.

last night we had a catch up rehearsal for cuckoos nest. on saturday at the matinee performance, theo is playing macmurphy. and since allen announced over the headset that i was excited about kissing theo, everyone knows im excited about kissing theo.
he's sweet, i cant help it. adam said that i should think about theo when im performing with him, so im amore touchy feely with him. poor baby :) actually, im playing theo's girlfriend today in a film that a few of us are making. you can read more about it here

i should go get my self hippied up. remember, friday nights performance is cheaper, with all tickets $12. if they kick up a stink at the box office, just say that you heard about it on SAFM, that works.

here, read the press release:

A mental institution of misfits, a nurse who thinks she’s got everything under control and a convicted gambling rebel who wants to change the system!

This psychological drama based on the novel by Ken Kesey and written for stage by Dale Wasserman is a classic story and in 1975 the film starring Jack Nicholson won multi Academy Awards.

Adam Morgan is Randle Patrick McMurphy, the convicted “gambling fool” who is institutionalised. Adam is currently filming the feature film Pobby and Dingan with Vince Colosimo and Jacqueline McKenzie. He is the voice behind numerous television commercials - Mitsubishi, Sip & Save and Keno – and appears in the feature films Australian Rules, Black & White, One Night the Moon, In a Savage Land and has several guest appearances in McLeods Daughters.

Multi award winning actor and director Harry Dewar portrays the well educated and effete President of the Patients Council Dale Harding.

Psychology student Jarrod Chave, plays stuttering thirty year old suicidal virgin Billy Bibbit.

Peter Dewar is the tall strong native American Indian, Chief Bromden who feigns muteness and deafness to protect himself from pain.

Dael McCarthy portrays the strict and authoritative Nurse Ratched who demands respect and obedience from her patients and staff.

Winner of the 2002 Hills Drama Festival best male actor award, Paul Kaesler together with budding young actor Nathan Lambert play Aides Warren and Williams.

Don Davies portrays the bomb making Mr Scanlon, George Garcia Jnr plays the hullucinating Italian Martini and Brian Oates is the translucent Charles Cheswick III.

Helen Matthews plays Ruckly, a chronic patient who once undertook a failed lobotomy. Barry Becker is the licquor drinking and drug smoking, night duty Aide Turkle and a chronic patient, Colonel. Theo Badics is also a chronic patient as well as head technician for electric shock treatment.

Carly Whittaker is the refreshingly delightful and playful Candy Starr and Kylie Toogood plays her friend Sandy.

Well known Adelaide actor Don Hutton portrays the harrassed resident phsychiatrist Dr Spivey and Jillian Wheatland is the vapid young catholic Nurse Flinn.
The extraordinary John Wilson is composing and will conduct original music to compliment the production, while Alie Beck has created a visually exciting set design.

Opus Artistic Director Leeza Peters says, “It is a fascinating journey into the lives of people who are outcasts of society and who continue to struggle with their individuality and personal identity.”

“This is an amazing story that can be viewed on so many levels. There is an underlaying struggle of seclusion, intimidation and dehumanisation.”

Audiences will be stimulated by an incredible performance by a talented cast and tantalised with multimedia images and poignant music.

*Special
Discounted
Performance*
Only $12
Friday
15th October at 8pm
Noarlunga College Theatre
Ramsay Place,
Noarlunga Centre
20 metres east of the Colonades Tavern

October 2004
Sat 16th 2 pm Matinee
& 8pm Evening Finale
@$16 adults
& $12 concession
Phone Victoria:8207 3977



and i WILL see you there

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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Psychotic horrors



ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOO'S NEST: Opus Performing Arts Community

Noarlunga College Theatre, Adjacent to Colonnades Shopping

Centre, Noarlunga Centre

To October 16


"YOU don't have to be mad to work here, but it helps!"

Take one softly spoken, power crazed, psychotic nurse and a pair of moronic, sadistic aides and let them lord it over a bag of assorted nuts and everything works out just fine.

That is, until they let the aggressively male, exuberant (but relatively sane) R.P. McMurphy, into the mad house, then all hell breaks loose.

Adam Morgan's masterful portrayal of the larger than life McMurphy anchors a mostly excellent cast as they breathe life into Ken Kesey's story of tragedy, joy and hope.

Harry Dewar is quietly powerful as the mild mannered Dale Harding and Jarrod Chave is outstanding as the stuttering Billy Bibbit, McMurphy's ultimate Judas.

Dael McCarthy's deadly still portrayal of Nurse Ratched is more suited to film than theatre but she still manages to convey the sinister nature of her character.

She just needs to step it up a notch for a live audience.

Paul Kaesler is more noticeably nasty as Aide Warren with Nathan Lambert working well as his accomplice.

Peter Dewar tackles the difficult role of Chief Bromden. He has the necessary stature and sensitivity but needs to cut loose in the final stages.

This predominantly sad story of the fate of the true individual in a corrupt society is peppered with some very funny moments and great messages of hope.

Director Leeza Peters has produced a nicely balanced entertainment.

The set design by Alie Beck is interesting, lighting is good and there is atmospheric use of video and live music.

The atmospheric elements could be extended as they tend to switch on and off a little abruptly.

More could be done with scene changes to enhance (rather than break) the mood and there are some slow spots that could be cut to tighten things up and create more tension.

But overall, this is a very good production of a classic play.



SUE OLDKNOW



? Review published in the Southern Times Messenger, 13-10-04, p. 37.

you dont love me, waaaaaaaaaa!

so who out there was part of the mammoth amount of people who have come to see cuckoos nest? come on! own up! thats right. none of you. how do i know this? because so far over all three performances, a total of less than 100 people have shown up. we should get around 80 each night. do you know how many turned up on saturday night?

25

COME ON!

we've put in a lot of hard work, we're all pretty damn sexy, and despite the small audiences they've been clapping and laughing and even shedding a few tears. its a good performance. show your appreciation for the arts. show your commitment to local talent. spend a sunny day down at the southern beaches, grab some yummy tea at port noarlunga or on beach road, then head on down to noarlunga theatre and show your support.

opus performing arts community inc
presents

one flew over the cuckoos nest

Noarlunga college theatre
ramsay place, noarlunga centre
(go to colonnades, find the pub, you'll see the theatre)

friday 15th 8pm
sat 16th 2pm & 8pm

tickets $16 adults & $12 concession, bookings 8207 3977

stick around afterwards and you can come to the pub with us


please?

eep

tonight is opening night for cuckoos nest. had you asked me tuesday night how i thought we would go i probably would have burst into tears. but last nights rehearsal went quite well. the party scene, despite feeling extremely awkward on stage, apparently came off beautifully. we actually looked like we were drunk at a party. also there were tales of goosebumps over the 'billy is having a nervous breakdown' scene, and i was told my face looked beautiful during that.

so what are you all still sitting around for, ya peckerheads*! get out there and grab yourself a ticket!

* you know that i wouldnt really call you peckerheads. its a line from the play. not the 'grab yourself a ticket' part, that part i added in myself. so yeah. weather has cooled down a bit, huh? oh, im still in the asterisk part. i'll go now

glaaaaaanceeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

step up boys

im finding it increasingly difficult to be heterosexual, even bi. and you, the australian public have just made it harder.
i was asked the other night if i thought maybe i was just an all out lesbian, no bis about it. i thought a little before i answered. right now there are three people who are stopping me from just liking girls. well, three guys to be exact. one is my all out favourite guy crush detective goran. that guy can investigate me anytime, rrrriowl!
i know there are a few out there who dont agree with me, but he pushes my buttons, rings my bell and spins my wheels, so he's good for me. when did i turn into some machine on wheels with buttons and bells?
secondly theres theo from opus. now, yes, he is a sexy boy. but my crush on him is more along the lines of 'this guy is impossibly cute and nice and sweet, i wanna be his friend! and he thinks im pretty, ooooh'
the third and final boy who is keeping me bi is daniel from australian idol. let me show you this lovely boy, if you havent already had the pleasure of gazing on his greatness



what a lovely boy. and you. YOU the australian public, voted him off the show when there is a perfectly scary looking boy to vote off first




and you've broken up a beautiful couple



and you're preventing me from seeing a sexy boy every week and dreaming lusty things about him. to further make this point, i dreamt chanel and i were cuddling quite close and we were enjoying ourselves immensely. while i am not in anyway complaining about this dream, i wonder if it is a sign of things to come? as the spunky boys slowly drift out of my life, what is going to keep me wanting cock?

i know mum, fisk it with snicky tape

ri-riow

i have submitted 3 photos to this years boobie-thon. i wont tell you which ones are mine, see if you can guess. i dont think they're on there yet tho, will let you know



p.s. the title of this post if pronouced like a wolf whistle :P

yesterday i lay in bed with a pen and a pad full of paper and wrote 5 pages without stopping.
what ive written so far is here if you'd like to read it