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4........3,2....

He was breathing, then he just didn't any more

Stupid ugly crying face

so, i used to have a tiny/major internet crush on matthew baldwin.

then he stopped writing as much, and my crush wasn't daily. it was an every time i read him, kind of thing.

so, my crush is daily again now

" I started strength training, for instance, just so I can lift my son up for one more year."

home

so.... darwin, hey....

then the phillipines....

there are no words, only pictures

thank goodness for onions

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today

wake up at 9
eat an entire bag of chocolate malt balls
go back to sleep
wake up at 12
cup of tea
weetbix
wish i hadnt eaten all the malt balls so i could eat some now

Welcome to mah loifeeee

Wee waa woo wee I'm involved in a global community of nerdssssssss.

i've been home alone all week, and i havent left the house

thats kind of a lie. i took e to school on monday, and i have checked the letterbox... twice? i think? i also hung out one load of washing and fed the dogs; technically leaving the house, but not the balcony.

technically not alone, i guess. though as much as russell can talk back, he's not much for words.

panic attacks are not fun. they're a bit exciting and scary, but they're not fun. driving during one is downright stupid. (i'll try and keep this in mind next time).

e had a birthday. there was much adventure time

trying to be positive. look at all the stuff i *have* done this week. rather than the stuff i havent. 

kinda hard